The important bit is in bold at the end, if you wanna skip the rambling.
So for almost two years now I've been struggling to post this comic idea that occurred to me when I first started reading Undertale fan comics. I'm not a strong artist, or a fast one, so drawing even a single character in a boring pose can take me hours...here I'm trying to do full comic pages with fight scenes and multiple characters, and its taking so long, and as much as I want to get at least the basic idea out there, I'm not enjoying the actual making of the pages. So hiatuses happen, and the posting is sporadic. And I feel meh about the whole thing.
And then, to top it off, its not getting much attention, at all. A few likes, a few comments, but I've seen lots and lots of Undertale comics, from people with even fewer watchers than me or art that I don't think looks as good as mine (though mine needs a LOT of work, don't get me wrong). And these comics get multiple comments on every single page, comments with meaning, not just 'cool comic'. And mine doesn't get those comments, and while I know a hobby artist is supposed to do it for their own enjoyment, not the views, its still disheartening. I want to have that connection to other fans, that opportunity to discuss theories on what will happen in the future of the comic or why I chose this personality for that character, that many other Undertale comic artists get. And I realize that my comic is a slow boil with mediocre black and white art and that no one is as interested in your own personal head cannons as you yourself are, but it still sometimes saps the will to make the actual comic. If I'm the only one who's getting any enjoyment out of this, why put all this effort into making it physical? I can picture the story in my head way more easily.
But...I DO want the story to be out there, just...to say I did. And a lot of the times I kept posting were out of sheer determination to at least stop at the end of a chapter, not in the middle of something. But now I'm getting to an interesting part, and a few motivating things have happened recently. A few people who watch me are actually commenting on my stuff and talking with me in that 'internet friends that aren't too close yet but get along well' kind of way, I've manage to make a bunch of single pieces that turned out exactly how I pictured them (not common for me), I got a new watcher who commented on (and helped me fix the 'next' links on) my comic, and a much bigger DA artist that I've commented on a few times and who's own Undertale comic inspired me to keep trying also added me to their watch, which was a hugely pleasant surprise.
So...I've decided to take a crack at another chapter. Chapter two, Karma, will start posting on Monday December 3rd, and will update Mondays and Fridays. This chapter is a flashback chapter, and most of it is in full colour, but with very little in the way of words. It will explain 'Frisk's' history, from falling into the underground to when she started to traverse the dimensions. I'm looking forward to it, and I hope at least a few of you are too. Thanks, and good night!